While coming back from nanittal - hill station , I Saw this man sitting on road side, asked my driver to stop the car, clicked his picture, I call this one "years gone by" the wrinkles on his face and the calmness about him is mesmerizing

Well after so many days I feel like writing , right now am sitting in a cafe , smoking a cigarette, sipping my 1st cup of coffee, and just wondering where my life is heading towards. The year 2007 is coming towards the end and my thoughts are about "what I gained and what I lost" in this year. Year endings always make me sad and retro septic .....this last year was a perpetual struggle. As such life in itself is a struggle... but 2007 was a year of endings and new beginning's.

I lost my dog in mid of the year.... a loss which is not replaceable, unconditional love that BRUNO gave for 10 years he livid with me cannot be replaced by anyone on this mother earth. That loss in itself wasn't enough that a relationship which I was trying to mend finally broke down in September, all efforts to revive it were fertile and final nail in the coffin was delivered in september. the irony of the situation was that the day my most important relation was ending, my parents were celebrating their 36th marriage anniversary. Here I was their son who could not last in a relation for more than 7 years and they lasted for 36...... well this is what i call life.

Now this year is coming to a end , I have lost whatever little i could call "mine", though I havent lost hope, as I strongly believe that if you have hope and desire, you can achive any goals set for yourself. With this postive mindset am looking forward to what 2008 has in store for me............

This is LIFE..............................................................................................................................................

APNEE AANKHON KI SAMUNDER MEIN UTER JAANEY DO ..

TEREE MUJRIM HUN MUJHEY DOOB KI MER JAANEY DEY .....

ZAKHM KITNEY TERE CHAHAT SE MILEY HAIN MUJHKO...

SOCHTEE HUN KAHUN TUJHSE?

MAGAR JAANEY DE.....

This is how someone recently affected my life.............................................

THIS PICTURE TAKEN AT ASAN LAKE IN HIMACHAL PRADESH

Bruno ( 1998 - 2007)

This post is in the sweet memory of my love , my baby, "Bruno" . The sweets soul i ever came across, a true companion, lover, friend . I dont have words for to describe him, brought him by fluke from a breader of dehradun in 1998 a 1.5 month old litter of dalmation parents. The cutest aminal I ever came across. He livid like a king of the palace, a small illness and i just lost him so untimely on this day of 16th july 2007. The greatest gift I could ever have, this is just a small tirbute i can write for a soul so kind and loving that a whole earth full of humans cannot replace him. My love , best friend, baby , who gave love so unconditionally that I will never be able to forget all my life. A void created by him can not be fullfilled by anyone till I live.

If only I could change....
I would....
If only I could....

This is what the Kevin Carter wrote: Dear God,I promise I will never waste my food no matter how bad it can taste and how full I may be. I pray that He will protect this little boy, guide and deliver him away from his misery. I pray that we will be more sensitive towards the world around us and not be blinded by our own selfish nature and interests. I hope this picture will always serve as a reminder to us that how fortunate we are and that we must never ever take things for granted. Please don't break.. keep on forwarding to our friends On this good day. Let's make a prayer for the suffering in anywhere anyplace around the globe and send this friendly reminder to others Think & look at this...when you complain about your food and the food we wasted daily........

Read b4 going for lunch, I found this as a forward, and I thought it would be appropriate to put it up here.The photo is the Pulitzer Prize winning photo taken in 1994 during the Sudan famine. The picture shows a famine stricken crawling towards a UN food camp located a kilometer away. The vulture is waiting for the child to die so that it can eat it. This picture shocked the whole world. No one knows what happened to the child, including the photographer Kevin Carter who left the place as soon as the photograph was taken. Three months later he commited suicide due to depression.

We'll do it all Everything On our own
We don't need Anything Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace To remind me To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Face your past without regret.
Handle your present with confidence.
Prepare for the future without fear.
Don't believe your doubts and never doubt your beliefs.
Life is wonderful if you know how to live it....................

Dont Complain About others. Change yourself if you want Peace.
It is Easier to protect your Feet with slippers than to Carpet the Earth !

"Progress Is Immpossible Without Change ;
And Those Who Cant Change Their Minds Cannot Change Anything"

Where is the one I desperately want.....
Lost in a land far away........
Pieces of heart lie on the ground................
Scattered ,broken and torn.................
My broken heart.......

I gave my heart, A small token of my love, and you didn't want.........

Was it not acceptable to you???

Was it Not good enough?????

It's very hard to forget, This heart that I never gave to anyone..........

You crushed it, broke it, returned it , but I can't take it back for a replacement........

My broken heart..........................

"You can't buy Love but You pay heavily for it"

Each Drop Of Tears Are More Costly Than Anything in World,
but Everyone Cannot Know The Value,
Until They Have Tears in There Own Eyes For Someone !

Never be Sad for Missing whatever You Expected but be Happy Since God Made You Realize that those Expectations aren't worth Your Life.......

Never Conclude A person on his present because time has the power to change a invaluable coal into A valuable Diamond......

Wireless Internet for All, Without the Towers




THESE still are early days for the Internet, globally speaking. One billion people online; five billion to go.

The next billion to be connected are living in homes that are physically close to an Internet gateway. They await a solution to the famous “last mile” problem: extending affordable broadband service to each person’s doorstep.

If you’re sitting with your laptop at an outside cafe, you’ll be happy with the service. But if you happen to be at home, you realize that service to the doorstep is not enough: you still need to buy equipment to bolster the signal and solve the “last mile plus 10 more yards” problem — that is, getting coverage indoors.

Wi-Fi signals do not bend, and you usually can’t get much of a useful bounce from them, either. Because Wi-Fi uses unlicensed bands of the radio spectrum, by law it must rely on low-power transmitters, which reduce its ability to penetrate walls. Travel-round-the-world shortwave, this ain’t.


Trying to cover a broad area with Wi-Fi radio transmitters set atop street lights brings to mind a fad of the 1880s: attempts to light an entire town with a handful of arc lights on high towers. But overeager city boosters around the country soon discovered that shadows obscured large portions of their cities, and the lighting was not as useful as had been expected. Municipal Wi-Fi on streetlamps, another experiment with top-down delivery, may run a similarly short-lived — and needlessly expensive — course.

The fact that 200 million Wi-Fi chips will be manufactured this year leads to economies of scale that will drive down the price of extremely intelligent network equipment. Meraki’s products are still being tested, but word-of-mouth has attracted 15,000 users in 25 countries.

MR. BISWAS says there are about 800 million personal computers in the world, but only 280 million are connected. The rest are “stuck in the 1980s” — close to being connected, but not quite.