The year kept me busy and on toes all the time , so had no time to write . anyhow there was not much to write about also. I was going through a roller coaster ride all the year. My relationship with a women was centrifugal point for most of the mid year... I was twisted in between my heart and my brain.. was jealous and was in lots of pain. the year is ending am still in confusion about the same. well a friend told me that when you cant help yourself then leave it to HIM....that's exactly am doing regarding the issue. In November i lost my Mother , sudden departure of her has created a void which cant be filled by anyone....My whole life has come to a stand still . its very hard to overcome a loss of this magnitude but am trying . Now i have to look after my ageing father and house and also work...suddenly i cant rely on anyone or take anyone granted.... well life is teaching me some hard lessons....

The year started with a quite note , Oscar is going strong and will be turning a year old this coming march….his day to day activities are also getting naughtier day by day… last week he chewed my running shoe…. Now he wants to sleep on my bed … I have no clue how to take care of his naughtiness… I guess he is pampered by love…. Animals have this strange way of returning love back to you… the way he looks at me….his cute eyes looking at me as if letting me know that he care…..As of my personal life am still single trying to figure out what to do about the way I feel for commitments …… I hope to find someone to share this emptiness I have inside me….life is so easy and boring without a soul mate…. If last year was a struggle this year has more to handle …….life in itself is a continuous struggle….hope I succeed…...