The year kept me busy and on toes all the time , so had no time to write . anyhow there was not much to write about also. I was going through a roller coaster ride all the year. My relationship with a women was centrifugal point for most of the mid year... I was twisted in between my heart and my brain.. was jealous and was in lots of pain. the year is ending am still in confusion about the same. well a friend told me that when you cant help yourself then leave it to HIM....that's exactly am doing regarding the issue. In November i lost my Mother , sudden departure of her has created a void which cant be filled by anyone....My whole life has come to a stand still . its very hard to overcome a loss of this magnitude but am trying . Now i have to look after my ageing father and house and also work...suddenly i cant rely on anyone or take anyone granted.... well life is teaching me some hard lessons....